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Life Has Been Empty
02:18
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It's hard to know I'll never hear those words again
When I was down you'd always help me up my friend
Oh how I miss you now
I only wish I'd missed you more then
It always scared me, how close we got
Always knew it'd be my fault that we fell apart
Put the blame on me I accept it now
I only wish I'd accepted it when I was your friend
Now every memory's a bad time, (bad time) your fucking letters make me cry (make me cry)
I feel lost and alone without you
Thought you would always be by my side
Now these words roll off my tongue (roll off my tongue)
Much easier than I'd like to admit (like to admit)
I'm sure you remember bad times (Bad times
I just wish we could make more good
Lately I've had trouble sleeping (trouble sleeping)
The thought of you keeps me awake
I throw every good thing away
What's wrong with me for fucks sake
I need to wake up! Put my life back together!
Need to put this drink down you'll always deserve better...
Now when I look into your eyes all I see are bluer skies (bluer skies)
Now when I look into my eyes all I see is my wasted life!
Now every night I can't tell if I am lonely
Or am I pushing people away? (good bye)
I get your life has been better without me
But without my best friend life has been empty
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Why Do Bluebirds Fly
01:44
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I wake up every day with no smile on my face
I can't find a reason to get out of bed
Because I outside I'll face addictions and depression
And everything around me will be dying
And I don't want to see that place
Well I've been living the same day for at least three years
The only thing that's changed is the amount of tears
Because I have lost the ability to feel anything, anymore!
I'll tell you about some bluer skies
And about how none of them are mine
And when I wake up feeling worthless
Like giving efforts is pointless knowing that I'll never be happy
No matter what I do, but you know it is true that I'm still going to try
Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high
And the dreams that I dreamed of
Are now a lullaby
To help me get to sleep at night
Because the anxiety I have never seems to help at any given time
So if these blue birds can fly
Then why? Oh why? Can't I?
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Living Life This Way
02:21
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You hate the way I talk to you because every sentence ends in "I love you" you hate the way that I stare at you because I could do it all night long
She hates the way I talk about you her every statement screams that it's not true she hates the way that I lose my mind and how I cry about you all the time
I hate that I can never set my mind straight and I hate those thoughts that make me stay up late and I am thinking that there's going to be a day that I wake up realizing that living life means not living life this way
I hate the way I talk to you because every sentence ends in "I love you" I hate the way that I stare at you because I could do it all night long and I hate the way that I feel lied to every time you say "I love you too"
I hate that I can never sent my mind straight and I fucking hate those thoughts that make me stay up late I'm hating that there's never going to be a day that I wake up realizing that living life means not living life this way
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Sleep It Off
02:13
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I'm here again, I'm lost my friend
I'm on and off and all of my care is spent
These years are gone, it's been prolonged
The stress has been eating my soul away
I cannot breathe, this nicotine, it tastes so sweet but I know it's killing me
Some times I dream and make believe that I'll see something inside myself others see but I never feel
I'm falling now, I don't know how
To get back up I'll lay here on the ground
I want to sleep my life away, but to my friends is what I'll never say
They don't always know that I'm fading away
I feel it now like a bullet in my brain
Life feels stressful and I want to run away
I've been here before, but now the score
Is stacked against me and now it feels like war
Please leave me, I do not need a friend to listen I found all I need is sleep
I'm sorry but solitude would be a relief
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